I an meant to be 

More accepted in society.

I don’t though, 

I feel more retarded 

Each day. 

So much so that 

I wonder if 

It is better 

If I am gone.


Why is it 

Why is it 

I feel numb 

Or crying 

But never anything


Some days 

I feel like a robort,

When the next day,

I feel everything.