There are times when I want to walk out the door, run away and vanish.
I don’t have the strength and it hurts being not good enough.
I suck at living and sometimes I don’t want to be here.
I want to hide away somewhere dark and quite where no one can reach me.
It feels like an ongoing battle which constantly I need to fight.
It tires me out and I feel so alone and feel like I an the only one.
This is my reality I have to live day in day out and it is exhausting.
Sometimes, I just want to die because I cause more harm then good.