Hey readers,

My word of the week is:


Because I am drained, I am really tired and my eldest is really testing me. Even  my hubby who is rather chilled himself it is slowly getting to him too.

My eldest is getting more violent (hitting, scratching, biting) and having meltdowns episodically after school. I am trying to deal with my own issues relating to my autism, so trying to find that winning combination is bloody hard work.

I get ‘advice’ but it is exhausted to implement the long list of new things to incorporate. I just get fed up with these professionals dumping this advice on to you. You then got to remember all these new rules. Along with having to go for PIP assessment next week my anxiety is really pushed. I just want that time to not have to think about how I am meant to perform and just be brain dead for a bit.

Cheers for reading X

12 thoughts on “Drained

  1. It sounds like you have had a really tough week. Trying to take on board extra advice and things to do is so hard when you are already feeling exhausted and drained. Sending a virtual hug your way and hope that the weekend will be much easier for you and you get the opportunity to recharge your own batteries for a bit too x #WotW

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  2. Just remember to keep breathing, things are tough but they won’t always be. We have times when our autistic kids are being really awful, but it calms down eventually, leaving you knackered but giving you a chance to breathe again. I understand your stress about your appointment next week, it’s a horrible thing to go through, I’ll keep my fingers crossed for you that it goes well. xx

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