malfunction

Why do I feel like a malfucntion,

I feel I am all wrong,

I wish I could rewire my brain,

and start a fresh once more.

It feels so depressing,

having to see the world,

in the wrong way,

or so society tells me.

I can’t hide my flaws,

even though some are good,

this impairments follow me around,

every day I know I will slip,

because I forget,

there is so many rules,

and not enough memory,

to deal with this functioning,

sometimes I have to admit defeat,

I feel like a glitch,

where I just want to hide,

instead of constantly making errors,

through and through this me,

I am a mishap,

even as an adult,

I still make them mistakes,

what am I to do,

but be shaped wrongly,

in a judged society,

that only see one way.

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