This week I have been feeling
It pretty suns up week. If you have been reading my recent wotw posts I have talked about my parent course I am currently doing. I don’t know if it is going well or not but it is had been really challenging for Most of the information is really simple but the process of information each week has been testing and after awhile can be really hard. I am really struggling to deal with one think after the next and keep up with all the new rules. I find not enough time to adapt to the new formula.
I have mostly been taking my sons to nursery also the past few months. This is outside my comfort zones socially ( I suffer with acute social anxiety) so is very hard on top of all the other stuff. Not to mention my distrust with the nursery with past issues regarding professionalism. Not to mention my son having major kickoff at nursery all because he got overwhelmed with choosing taken a book. We have worked out that he does not have a drink during the morning and really affects his behaviour.
I am just glad of a break next week as my head feels at breaking point and as a consequence I have been frequently meltdown. I have been very emotional and send quite a bit if time crying in the evening as the pressure builds up.
But looking at a brighter note I have had not been binging on food and being more sensible with my food choices. Also, really enjoying colouring and purchased a wonderful tattoo colour book. It contains a lot of skull illustrations which I am obsessed about skulls so much that I have them on my Christmas tree as decorations, haha.
Cheers for reading X