Hey readers ,
Sometimes it is hard to trust and I should know as I am a total control freak and hate change. I find it hard to trust from past experiences long time ago and I have been let down. Even recently in the past few months I have been lied to in order to safe something for that person. Consequently, I have lost my so called closest friend and it really has but me backwards. It has not just the hurt and anger but the loss that I have to deal with. I thought this person was honest, someone I could rely on and who saw me as a friend. Sadly, that has been torn apart and though it is a lonely place I won’t let that stop me from being. I am autistic and find it hard to maintain relationships so I treasure what I have but when you thought something was meant to be real and be let down it’s hard to trust. This sounds gloomy but I am slowly learning to accept and let go. Somethings situations occur that are just out of your control therefore the only solution is to dust yourself down and move on, if not for me then for my boys. You have to trust your instincts sometimes things happen for a reason and even though it might be something small like someone just been friendly and ignoring you then I take that and trust in people again.
Thanks for reading.